You're assuming I'm going to make it through the next level, let alone the whole game.
A difficulty level is very seldom bad for a game. So far, I think my enjoyment of the game would have been increased if I could notch it down to easy. It doesn't mean you would have to play it on a lower difficulty, afterall.
It did feel very satisfying to finish the first level after so long, so I do understand the nature of the game and how it can be rewarding, but I do fear that if I have to spend the same duration of time backtracking through a level every time I die and whatnot I will burn out on the game and not finish it. I also lost 8000 souls at one point, which was absolutely maddening, and I had to force myself to just not stop there as it felt like my entire time playing until that point had just been for nothing. As oracrest said, though, now that I've pumped up my abilities and I have a better feel for the combat, I'm hoping it won't be such a slug.